Idiosyncrasies

Have you ever wanted something with your whole being? Have you ever wanted something so badly it fills your breath, your blood, the wake of your movement?

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My concept of fate can be likened to taking public transportation…say, the bus.

It’s like this: you know where you’re going, but oftentimes, the bus route will not pass directly in front of your destination. It takes the main roads, and you have to be the one to find the alley that brings you home. If you have my horrible sense of direction, this will take a looong time.

Buses can only take you so far. Kind of like fate and good luck…the most it can do is move you closer to your dreams, your aspirations - to your bus stop.

I believe that although fate can lead you to that crucial point, that moment that can change your life forever - its participation stops there. It drops you off at the point of no return, and leaves the rest up to you. The make or break is all you. You have to work the rest of the way. You have to prove that you deserve that big break.

Have I worked hard enough? I think so, but who knows what’s out there, right? Heck, I work hard, but I don’t exactly know what for…YET.

Do I want to find it, to discover it? Do I want it with all my being?

Yes.

But at this point, I think I’m still sleeping. I still want to snooze, dream more. So that when I wake up, I’ll have a full tank of dreams, and I’ll have my work cut out for me.

Am I making sense?

Dunno. I just wanted to put something here since I haven’t posted anything in a loooong time.